all connections severed...

Oh well, I'll move on too I guess.

In other news, a few friends and myself are going to be working on a graphic novel series in the near future, which is really exciting as I haven't done any creative wiring in a few years now, I think I'm past due. So far we've agreed that it's gong to be set in a post-apocalyptic era, with a small group of survivors looking for refuge.

Not much else to say that needs to be said via blog, that being said, it's movie time.

cya' next time.

words have no meaning...

I don't see how you can tell me that nothing is happening when all signs scream that they already are. I'm not totally oblivious to what you're doing, and I can honestly say I don't care anymore. Anything related to us being friends again is out the window, and you can thank yourself for this.

I'm starting to get used to being alone, my priorities are finally in check, and things are slowly beginning to fall into place. So if it's one thing I can take away from all of this mess, it's that.

I know you're happy with how things are going, that much is apparent, so I really don't have much else to say.

On a side note, Halo: Reach is fucking amazing.

Cya.

2d / 21h / 34m

Till not having a significant will not matter to me for some time. If you don't know this is the count down till Halo Reach is released, and I cannot be more excited about this, and yes I'll be waiting in line to pick it up at midnight. I'm a big nerd, and I'm confident with this.

Now it's only 2d / 21h / 32m away.
...I might pee a bit.

i may not have handled the situation too well...

But at least I had honest intentions, and stayed true to them. I tried to be civil, I tried to be your friend, but all I got out of any contact made was the recent past thrown back in my face. You can go right ahead and do your own thing, which is obviously what you're doing despite the fact that just about everyone will question your reasoning / motives. But I know what He's done, and I know that you said you couldn't go back to him. Guess that was a lie just to make me feel secure. It's also a bummer that you had to go behind my back to my best friend about buying drugs from him, that makes me fucking sick. It really makes no sense to me as to why you'd even consider this path again, but I truly hope you don't get fucked over again. Have a nice life, not that you'll see this.

I hope you're happy, I'm not.

welp..

...things could be worse right now, but I cant see how they could be. Sucks being ignored, and it sucks having you go back on your word. I'm done with trying to be happy with someone.

Ladies and Gentleman...

open up your eyes and ears..

So I've been going through older music that I have on my Zune and stumbled upon the Four Year Strong album Rise or Die Trying, and it has put me in the strangest mood, one i haven't felt in some time now. So many memories came rushing back to me so fast. Back when I didn't let things bug me and just did what was most fun. Times when I wasn't stressed about money and relationships. A time when I had lots of friends. Now i have very few, but those said few would not be traded for the past if it were remotely possible.

I think it's time for me to start fresh, let go, and live life. Like I did circa 2007. I have no clue as to how to pull this off, but I'm tired of just letting things pass me by because I don't feel like going out. I've missed out on enough already, so why not right?

I think I'll start this new chapter on my Toronto trip in two weeks. Meet new friends, explore unfamiliar places, maybe even get lost just for fun. I'll have to play it by year.

This is the start of a new me.